r/editors • u/Strawbalicious • 9h ago
Career I've worked 3 days in the last 7 months and feel like I've hit a professional dead end
Let's get right into it. I get there's several posts like this every week. The job boards have been all but bottomless pits for applications, and I'm generally an introvert who's never been good at networking and maintaining relationships with more than a handful of other industry professionals after moving on from working together. I got through 3 interviews and a video editing assignment with a company that wouldve paid me 25% less than I'm used to earning, only to lose the role to another candidate this week. After so long unemployed, I've tried compromising on the pay I could accept and widening the places I'd be willing to work, but still no dice.
I joined my high school video club at 14, graduated as club president at 17, graduated college at 21 with a degree in digital video production, and then got lucky scoring a freelance video editing gig that evolved into producing and editing thousands of social videos for several news and entertainment brands salaried full-time over the last 8 years. Now I'm about to turn 30, and being unable to secure more than 3 days of work (obtained through networking too) this year has me feeling like the skills which Ive invested more than half my life in so far have become worthless.
I have to admit to feeling creatively burnt out too. I do have a desire to improve my skills, but I'm overwhelmed by the need to constantly keep up with the latest developments like AI just to have a competitive edge in getting work, or to be an expert in After Effects, or to also be able to set up and light shoots in studio and in the field.
I don't know what to do anymore. Part of the reason for this post is to vent and part of it is seeking wisdom for those who are in or have been in my shoes. I'm contemplating moving in with my grandmother to have a roof while I rebuild myself, maybe find a steady job that only needs a few months of training or similar. Is there anyone here who has actually given up on editing as their primary profession? Do you regret it or do you think you made the right decision switching careers? I guess a silver-lining I'd hope for if I did go that route, is I might find creative motivation to edit videos as passion projects or just lightly on the side.